i left you far away i need you to be far away i want you here though i would bring you here but sadly, i cannot you think that i abandoned you you believe i am okay yet you have never called you never say c ya l8tr or bye just w/e....okay if i truly abandoned you why do i feel left out when i am with my new friends in my new life here and not together in their group? i should have been overwhelmed with love, however, i am stuck here in the gloomy abyss of despair and hatred and longing i am all alone here, nobody gets me u came close to once but that feeling of trust and love between us dissipated into thin air like the ice cream you bought me that summer i trusted you and my inner thoughts used to circle in my head never wandering off the path of your image u'd read me like a book a 14 size tempus sans font book that was constantly in front of you i adored your being lingered on every word out of your mouth desperate for more waiting, oh so patiently for your breathing to reach my inner ear so i would be able to breathe again and if i was thinking of your voice, i couldn't speak until you did why did i leave you? this question haunts me did i truly abandon you? will you ever forgive me? how on earth do i answer these questions they overwhelm me and into the darkness and despair i go again i will never leave this foresaken place the chains you put around me pull me back to the wall i cry and yell, but know you aren't there to open the lock i just sit and ponder how things could've been different if only i hadn't have left and abandoned you there so very far away from here and me...
Dhampiresa_Jenisa · Fri Apr 13, 2007 @ 05:35am · 0 Comments |