<center> I can't say this to you enough: I love you. I truly, madly, deeply, love you. You made something come out of me that I never knew was there. Something soul wrenching and heart melting all at the same time. Whenever I'm around you I get nervous and confident all at once. My knees both shake and lock up, I'm tongue tied and yet I can't stop talking, I'm still yet I can't stop shaking. You make me whole and fall to pieces. You make me frantic and yet so calm at the same time. I wish I knew if I do the same things to you, but I'm not so bold to ask. When you're not around I can't stop thinking about you and when I'm with you my mind can't stop racing. Those sweet things you whisper in my ear make my heart melt all over again. I don't think that there's a day that goes by that I don't think of you. You make me want to open up to you the way I haven't to anyone else. I've never wanted anyone or anything the way I want you. You make me feel sexy and loved all at the same time. When you give me those quirky looks it makes me smile. This thing that we have between us, I wonder if it will grow or if it will fade. With all my heart I hope it flourishes like a budding rose in the spring. I hope that it stands the trials of time and distance. I set about writing this thinking that I wouldn't be able to finish it and now it seems as if the ending is coming to soon. I'm sorry if this seems scattered and unclear but I can't help it. When I'm with you I feel as if anything is possible and a whole world of possibilities opens to me. A part of my life is ending, yet, another more grand one is beginning. My only fear is that you will leave me, abandoned and alone. I wouldn't know what to do. I guess what I'm trying to say is how much you mean to me. I once thought that love was a sham, something made up in movies and in stories, but now I know that it is real. You've made me want life so much more than I did before. I used to just get through each day to go on to the next but, now you've given e a reason to look for a brighter future. I love you with every thing that I am.
I wrote this last night thinking of one person. If that person reads this please write something. O.O I feel kinda weird putting this here but I thought that it was the right place.</center>
 Beautiful Disasterpieces · Fri Mar 25, 2005 @ 01:41pm · 0 Comments |
