You know. There aren't many times I want to jump off of a tall building or hang myself, believe it or not.. But when I get to thinking about him and his girlfriend(well honestly I don't know when and when they aren't dating anymore.) It really just depresses me. And I realize that I have a boyfriend. And I'm happy with him. But not whole.. I just feel kindof like some huge chunk of me is missing. And it's because he's not really in my life anymore. It's just plain irritating. I wish this feeling would pass dammit. GRRRRRRRR. Andyou know. I don't want to jump off a building or something because I'm sad. Well that's part of it. But it's mostly because I'm mad. And I'm really tired of being mad. I know that sounds stupid. But I'm tired of it. But I've been mad for so long this year that that's pretty much all I can do anymore.
Imora Thea Mi Savur · Wed Apr 25, 2007 @ 10:52am · 0 Comments |