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stop. jst ******** stop. i kant take it anymore. im horrible. im terrible. nothing good about me. not good enuff. fore anybody. im pathetic. i make everything seem so bad. im jst exagrating. im teh one that is relly bad. im teh one that says meen things. im jst trying to get back at teh wurld. i heer meen things at skol, ppl talk about me behind my back. ppl arr cruel. i dont want anymore friends at skol. skol is awful. i kum home and get yelld at, im not allowed to do anything. kalld teh names i knoe i am. my dad gets drunk. not karing about what anyone has to say. once "sumone" tries to put sum sence in him. im teh one that gets yelld at later. my mom says that im not a good kid and it is a chore to put upp wiff me. im sorry aswell yew have to pay to keep me alive. i wuldnt. i dont even deserve to live in such a wunderful kind wulrd. my life is fantastic. but i make everything fade, and i ruin everything. its all my fault. and i dont desrve to bee here anymore. theres nothing i kan doo. forget it. i give upp. no more friends. no more happiness. no more james. i want to misrible. its what my parents want. iff they wanted me happy they wuld understand. simply. athough they dont. and i shant have teh fun i had before. screw it all. ******** it.

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