Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals


View User's Journal

Please enter your journal title here
The thing I feared most happened. The day when it seemed like you had

forgotten. You didn't talk to me at all today. Like I was nothing. I just wanted to

disappear. As I walked home, I noticed something. My heart felt empty, like

something was missing. And as the cold November air surrounded me, it came,

the sense of lonliness.

I walked into the doors of my home. I couldn't do anything about it. It leaked

out of my eyes, onto my cheeks, down my face and onto the ground. Something

was wrong. I didn't want to face the facts. The fact that you forgot, the fact that it

was almost exactly four months. And as I read the words that would change the

way I was forever, I felt as if I was being pushed off the building's edge. Falling,

falling, with nothing to save me, nothing to hold on to. And there was no way I

could hold it in. No way I could hide it. I was broken. My life had been taken away.

Every breath that I took felt useless, like it was a waste on my life. It was hard

just living this day. I felt like my heart had been torn into pieces. I felt alone.

Nobody understood what I was going through. And when you looked at me today, I

felt as if I couldn't breathe. You had stolen my breath. And it was clear, it was

gone. Like there was no way I could live my life the way I use to ever again.

You were gone, and I was alone. The whole world knew I was alone. I wanted

to disappear more than ever. But what hurt me the most, was after everything that

we've gone through, you just threw it all away, like it was nothing. Like I never


Life wasn't worth living anymore.

Community Member
Prev | Next
Archive | Home

  • [12/01/09 05:42am]
    Manage Your Items
    Other Stuff
    Get GCash
    Get Items
    More Items
    Where Everyone Hangs Out
    Other Community Areas
    Virtual Spaces
    Fun Stuff
    Gaia's Games
    Play with GCash
    Play with Platinum