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Writing this as a reminder to myself that everything is going to be alright cowboy:
You've made some horrendous decisions in your life. You let your emotions speak in place of your mind.
By the time you re-read this, you'll be clearer and more levelheaded. You can't always live with regret. You gave up on the love of your life, your friends, your family, you can't blame anyone but yourself. This was your doing, learn to live with the consequences of your actions. But hey, it's okay. Everything will always be okay, just don't make the same mistakes as before. You can be as sorry as you want, but you can never change the past. So, live now, and learn from your mistakes. Life might seem hard right now, but it'll always be okay, life keeps marching forward. You can roll with these changes; you can be better than you were before.
You've come such a long way, and I am proud of the changes you have made thus far. Keep on progressing bucko, even if things seem rocky right now, always hope for the better and look forward to an even better tomorrow. Be happy for her, be happy for them, and always remember that your actions have consequences for others and yourself. In your heart, you know deep down you'll always have a love for them, unrequited and free of the contamination of your clutches.
Also remember, not every day was horrible with them. Remember there were good days, just as well as there were bad days. Reflect on how you handled yourself, don't make those same mistakes with the next one, if there ever is a next one. Give your mental state some time to breathe, and reset your focus.
With love, X.
 Xepith · Sat Sep 30, 2023 @ 05:11pm · 0 Comments |
