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It's been a while crocadile.
Is that how you spell that???


Anyways.

Life is oddly normal. Yet subtley stressful.
I have this inner fear that I'm going to fail just one of my classes and not be able to keep financial aid. Or get kicked out of school or something. I even yelled at Ben the other day about not being responsible, when I have no right to do such.


I got to go fall-clothes shopping with lots of money.
I love the clothes I got.


This is boring.
Im sorry.

Im not a very entertaining person. >.<

Heres a weird game for you to play.

http://www.kontraband.com/show/show.asp?ID=973&NEXTID=0&PREVID=0&DISPLAYORDER=20060926190748&CAT=games&NSFW=0&page=1&genre=0&rating=nsfw_sfw

Well thats depressing
Its sad when Im not welcome in a writers own forum.

So i believe in a fully free form of poetry?

Does that deserve abuse?

I get that complete form is helpful to avoid those really s**t writers.

But I forgot how abusive people can be on forums.

In a month I start Poetry 101 and GODS I can't wait!
^-^

One more month One more month One more month.
Freedom..
....................almost...............there....



*reeeeaacchh*

Congratulations to meeeeeeeeee
Goodbye highschool
Hello college!


Goodbye household
Hello dormroom!


Goodbye family
Hello roommate!



Goodbye ball and chain
Hello freedom!!!


And as you read my words out loud...make me sound special...
happy sad
happy sad

am i supposed to be this bipolar?

it doesnt matter

i think im happy now.


good.

Strange
Its strange how life can switch back and forth so drastically and so quickly.

I can neve tell if its good or not anymore.

Why does everyone suddenly want to rape me??? O_o
cimmeriidominus: its an OH james bond marathon
O2BAQueen: hahaha
cimmeriidominus: lol
O2BAQueen: that amuses me
cimmeriidominus: lol
cimmeriidominus: there should be an OH Rainy marathon
O2BAQueen: lol
cimmeriidominus: where they show musixcals and porn all day

I heart bailey. He's so weird. And he thinks I'm awesome. Which adds to his heartness. ^-^

~Cyn

Give me strength of Give me strife. Just distract me now.
This has killed me. I am dying inside.
Because of him, I will never be the same. Part of me may never come back. I know this.

But it is time for me to try. More than just covering the pain with smiles and stories, it is time for me to fight it.

I dream of being a Lady, to one day become a Queen. Ladys do not let one love, no matter how true, destroy their souls.
I will take whats left of mine, rinse it in silvery water, and with my sword in hand, I will battle my fear, my torment; my pain.
I will be strong. I will be a Lady. I will revive myself, where noone else will.

I must.

This will be my first true step towards becoming who I truly want to be.

I've heard it said that people come into our lives for a reason, bringing something we must learn. And we are led to those who help us most to grow if we let them and we help them in return. Well I don't know if I believe that's true. But I know I'm who I am today because I knew you. ~Glinda

He has changed me in so many ways for the good and for the awful. The changes in him killed everything in me and in my life that I loved. But I will bring myself back to life. It may take weeks, months, years, I will revive my heart some how.

I wish I had help. Gods how I wish.

I will be a lady.
And until my next prince comes along, I will be my own knight.

I will ride my night black horse through the fields of my mind
I will battle the monsters in my heart
I will heal the void in my soul.
I will become stronger. Wiser. Better.



I will become a Lady.



Your dream warrior,
Your striving knight,

~*~ Lady Cyn ~*~

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