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jeremy was born august 22, 1990 and passed away april 16th, 2009.
he was beautiful, and kind, a soft-spoken gentleman. he never went anywhere without his guitar, and he loved with his entire being.
i miss you jerbear, i love you and always will. and i'll never forget you.
rest in peace.


Please forgive me for my wrongdoings.
Never forget... the joy that I once gave to you.
I was in love with so much, my heart just exploded, and I bled, I bled so much that I shriveled away, rotting in my own asylum.
Do not remember my face.
Do not remember these tears, these pills, this alcohol.
Remember when you loved me, as I tried to love you.
Remember when I was okay enough to smile.
Remember when I was content with just.. remembering to breathe.
Do not hate me, or blame me. Do not miss me, or pretend I never happened.
Never forget to breathe.

I love all of you, who ever showed me compassion, who ever loved me. I'm sorry... I'm sorry that I'm not longer here. I'm sorry that this is goodbye.

Thank you for visiting the profile...
-NFTB


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"Lay Your Heartbreak" by The Winterpills

Lay your broken body down
Lay your heartbreak
Everything is gonna change
Everything is wrong

Wrong people are being loved
Wrong ones dying
Wrong ones always take control
Have you heard from her today?

You could make me feel so good
If you’d come here and cry
You’d make me feel so good
If you’d come here and cry
You’d make me feel so good

She may never take the cure
She’s been through that
She would rather not be pure
Than to be alone

Lay your broken body down
Let your heart break
Everything is in a code
Language sleeping like a stone

You could make me feel so good
If you’d come here and cry
You’d make me feel so good
If you’d come here and cry
You’d make me feel so good

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Sincerely Metalhead

Report | 06/27/2016 11:30 pm

Sincerely Metalhead

Been a while since I've visited. Sorry about that. I got kicked out of a thread recently. One of the mods told me not to talk to him one day when I tried to talk to him. A couple months later, someone had posted a pic that I found rad. A T.Rex with Gatling gun arms. Cool, right? Lol
Anyway, the mod guy told me to hide the pic, so I told him not to talk to me. Same line he used. He banned me! Funniest thing though, I have a friend who got me back in. He was pissed. He posted something on the lines of "s**t" when he saw I was back. It was glorious. smile
I miss you Jer.
from my hands

Report | 12/19/2015 6:54 pm

from my hands

Has it really been six years, bro?
So much has changed. I wish you had stuck around.
I know I'm such a hypocrite.. But I had a kid. A son. I'm terrified. What if he's like me? What if he's like you?
I still miss you. I wonder what you'd be like now.
from my hands

Report | 01/13/2012 9:09 pm

from my hands

thought i saw you online just now. and it freaked me out because no one knows your password but me. i miss you bro.
from my hands

Report | 04/18/2011 10:19 pm

from my hands

two years now.

i miss you so ******** much, man.
from my hands

Report | 04/06/2011 1:40 pm

from my hands

i still think about you, bro. when times get hard and i cant trust anyone. i love you. i miss you.
please never forget to keep reminding me, in my own crazy way, that i need to keep hoping you're somewhere safe and that we'll meet again someday.
Sincerely Metalhead

Report | 04/06/2010 11:36 am

Sincerely Metalhead

It was hard for me to write here, but I think I'm finally ready to say what I have to say. It's been almost a year. One whole year...And it still hurts. You were a damn good friend, Jer, a damn good friend. I am planning another prank to pull in the forums, in your honor. It was some funny stuff, man. I miss you, amigo. Rest in Peace. Ace.
Adderall Sleep

Report | 07/17/2009 10:23 am

Adderall Sleep

You were an amazing person.
I won't ever forget you.
And I will Never Forget To Breathe.
<3
from my hands

Report | 07/01/2009 6:34 pm

from my hands

I wish you hadn't left me here all alone. I miss you brother. I... haven't been so great. Might be joining you wherever you are soon.

I love you Jeremy. Rest in peace, beautiful liar.
lolypup

Report | 06/14/2009 7:49 am

lolypup

R.I.P <3
Haruhi Hitachiin

Report | 04/17/2009 11:13 pm

Haruhi Hitachiin

long time no talk, sorry about not talking to you. i thought you werent on a ton >.<

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