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My name is Brent, I'm 15 years old, and I've suffered from depression since I was born. I take medication for it, but it only drowns the pain for a short while. The only thing that really helps me is slitting my wrist and sometimes other various parts of my body. The intense physical pain of cutting myself releases the emotional pain a carry in my heart. I tried to commit suicide by chocking myself 5 times, but obvi failed. No matter how hard I try to take my own life, God chains me down to this earth and punishes me even more. There must be a reason for it, but I haven't found out why.My favorite band in the entire world is MCR. I can so totally relate to their emotional and meaningful lyrics. MCR gives a lot of people a reason to live. They have truly saved my life and their music helps me overcome suicidal thoughts. If you have a problem with MCR or other hardcore similar bands then you have a problem with me.
I'm bisexual, so I love men and women, but men more so. I have bondage and other hardcore fantasies. I have a chain and spike fetish, they are the sexiest things in the world. I have fantasies of getting anally raped and beaten by a bigger and stronger man. I just want to get what I deserve. I'm very sexually open, so if you have a problem with that then ******** off.
My main hobby is hanging out with my friends at the mall. My favorite store in the entire world is Hot Topic. They have the most bad-a** and unique clothes you will ever find. I don't like labels, but some people call me emo, scene, goth, metal, or sk8er. Sk8ing is another hobby of mine. Tony Hawk r0x my s0x off!!
So, yeah that's all for now.
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what you said lol
you are just a poser emo wannabe. lol
it doesn't help, and there's nothing you can do about it
there are parts of life that are sad, but if it's not within your ability to do anything don't worry about it
because it's not your problem
but seriously
try to lighten up a bit and look at the good parts of life and not focus on the negative ones
and i know it's a release, but you shouldn't cut yourself when you're older you'll regret it
find another outlet like music or art
even writing
my older sister suffers from depression, and she's tried to kill herself quite a few times
but now she's older, and very happy
so look forward to the future and what it will bring
think positive and it'll happen
there's nothing but us
and it'll always be like that
but cheer up, be glad you're alive and don't live in africa smile