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I am an angel and a devil. I am sometimes inbetween. I am as bad as it gets and as good as it can be. I like to be by myself. I hate to be alone. I am up, I am down. part of me out of the crowd. But of all of the things I am special. I am wonderful, powerful, loveable, unstopable, and a little pitiful, but I am all of the things I am.As I cut my wrist and watch the blood pout out,
I sit here wanting to scream and shout,
all I do is cry and pout,
I feel so much pain,
but I guess I'm the one to blaim,
I guess our so called love was just a game,
I no longer have anything to lose or gain,
I have so many regreats,
no one can see not even my pets,
My heart just get broken over and over,
I can't take it anymore I'm sinking lower and lower,
My life is ruined,
now I'm domed,
Why can't people just leave me be,
I dont want to live anymore can't you see,
I love her but she doesn't love me,
I feel so empty I'm dieing inside,
all I want to do is run and hide,
Dreams and memmories is all I have left,
so I'll just lay here and rest,
I know I'll never be the same,
all because of this pain,
She broke my heart,
now I'm falling apart,
down and down I go,
I wish my feelings wouldn't show,
depression is takeing over me,
please just leave me be,
I can't stop crying,
just stop your lieing,
its killing me I'm dieing!!!
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WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I cried:
I asked for your help:
I was becoming suicidal:
I killed myself:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I became famous:
I yelled at you:
I slapped you:
I said You're ugly:
I said I will kill you:
WOULD YOU:
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Hold my hand:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Tell me I'm fat:
Take me in if I run away:
Give me food:
Hug me?
Kiss me?
f**k me?
COMMANDS:
Tell me serveral words that describe me:
Tell me my name:
Tell me your name:
AM I:
Loud?
Quiet?
Shy?
Talkative?
Lovable?
Annoying?
Mean?
Attractive?
Weird?
confusing?
Fun to be with?
Smart?
Idiotic?
Tempermental?
Envious?
Do I know you in real life?
Would you care for me if I was in trouble or need it?
Will you put this in your journal so I can fill it out?
Did I even know your name before I posted this down?