Just a little insite on how i feel...
I would rather be hated for what i am, then loved for what im not.
Am i getting better, or am i getting use to the pain?
All alone, in a room full of people.
And she wounders what it is about her, that isn't good about her.
... I just have to learn to expect the lowest of people i expected the highest of.
It's hard to answer the question "Whats wrong" When nothing is right.
Sick of crying, tired of trying. Yeah im smiling, but inside im dying.
Sometimes i feel like running away, just to see if you'll fallow.
I don't miss you, i miss the person who i thought you were.
So what if i like black? It doesnt make me a bad person.
To be hurt, to be lost, to be left, out in the dark.
I like walking in the rain because no one can see me crying.
Behind this smile is EVERYTHING that you will NEVER understand.
i know im not easy to love, but can't you atleast try?
i was stupid to think for one moment that you acctually cared?
pain is the only thing that's real.
Am i getting better, or am i getting use to the pain?
All alone, in a room full of people.
And she wounders what it is about her, that isn't good about her.
... I just have to learn to expect the lowest of people i expected the highest of.
It's hard to answer the question "Whats wrong" When nothing is right.
Sick of crying, tired of trying. Yeah im smiling, but inside im dying.
Sometimes i feel like running away, just to see if you'll fallow.
I don't miss you, i miss the person who i thought you were.
So what if i like black? It doesnt make me a bad person.
To be hurt, to be lost, to be left, out in the dark.
I like walking in the rain because no one can see me crying.
Behind this smile is EVERYTHING that you will NEVER understand.
i know im not easy to love, but can't you atleast try?
i was stupid to think for one moment that you acctually cared?
pain is the only thing that's real.
