Glad you liked it, they have so many good songs smile
I wish i could get one of the kittens, but I can't keep pets in my apartment, I spend most of my time working, if not that, then sleeping, likely wouldn't make a good owner anyway neutral
Bad D:I like pineapple, but it makes my mouth feel like it has lots of little cuts, might be the strong acidity of the fruit. Outside my place there is this guy who makes fruit bags, you order it and he chops it up fresh and puts lemon, salt, and chili powder in it, I love it biggrin
Having to make all those choices would drive anyone crazy, it's ridiculous to make an individual decide their whole future in a matter of a single year.
I want to say try not to think bout it too much, but those ARE pretty important things, just give yourself a few moments of peace by pushing all that stuff out of your head once in a while, put on some music and just listen to the lyrics, focus on the words and the meaning the artist had intended to convey.The whole point being to distract your mind by redirecting its attention, I do that from time to time and I find deeper meanings in songs that i never saw before. Not sure if you are a fan of The Smiths, they are one of my favorite bands biggrin , this is one such song I do this too:
Bad thoughts accumulate when you have lots of free time to think, over thinking leads to endless stress and worry. You need distractions, escapes from your daily grind, doing so refreshes your mind and invigorates you.I sometimes go to starbucks and just take my phone and text and surf while drinking my coffee, or just go shopping, not necessarily to buy, but, to check out stuff you were interested in but weren't sure cause you never really inspected it properly. I have always lived near the beach, while in high school, I would sometimes sneak off to the beach in the middle of the night, around 11 pm or later, there was this park that overlooks it, I would just sit there and stare the black ocean until my mind went blank, which was bout 2 to 3 hours later rofl, I felt so refreshed, I would go back home and just knock out in an instant, like all my worries had vanished mrgreen
You are bout to enter an age where its bout having the time of your life, where the possibilities are almost endless, you are gonna wanna explore and expand beyond your usual horizons, gonna wanna try new things left and right and experiment even if just for the lols, why? Because you can biggrin , sorry if this sounds cliche, but its true, I was reckless and wild then too 3nodding
Maybe that's it, in that you feel confined and imprisoned, restricted from doing the things you want D: Hang in there, your freedoms will START to get more plentiful at 18
I just saw, is that a kitten in your pic? eek ....so small D:
I'd rather not start another, ever. Likely traumatized from the event biggrin
On one of my old work positions, they tried to get me to train my replacement, teach them everything that is not written in the books, I only taught them the basics biggrin From what i heard, they had so many issues as a result and eventually, that person was replaced by another, then another, then another, cause they couldn't do the job in the time frame biggrin (I wasn't being mean, btw, i don't think, when i entered that position, I was only taught the basics as well, all other shortcuts and things I made and learned on my own)
I think we all should have someone to vent to, I'm here for ya biggrin thanks for being there for me biggrin so, no worries
Ya, the phone is big, but, that's why i got it. I watch shows and movies on it, the best, and most surprising part, is the battery life rofl this phone can last 2 days of heavy usage, like HD 1080p video watching for hours, lots of texting and net surfing and downloading, and if you don't aren't a heavy user, then it can last 3 days ON A SINGLE CHARGE!!! I still don't believe it, and keep checking the battery indicator, one full day barely gets me down to %60.
Best time to get a phone is around late November or any time in December, that's when all the best phones get released, after that, all there is is subpar phones with minimal enhancements
What's been happening? Constant headaches, migraines, vision problems, dizziness, if its enough to have you worried, then ya, it should get checked out, its scary as hell going to the doctor when you have something wrong, but, if its not going away it could escalate, better to n** it in the bud, before it gets worse, and trust me, IT CAN GET WORSE. I had something wrong with i think was my stomach, esophogus, it would cause me major pain every now and then, like if i drank sulfuric acid or something.At first, it would go away after a few minutes, then after a few hours, it got to the point eventually, that the pain would stay for days on end. Not sure if i ever did find out what it was, i still get it on rare occassion, doctors just marked it as colic in the stomach, and later, i think, just chocked it up as acid reflex, it was mind numbing pain, i would stay in fetal position for hours and days, with my only release from the pain being to cause pain to another part of my body to distract me from THAT pain emo
Just keep an eye on it, write down everything you feel and experience, so if it escalates, the doctors will have a better understanding of the situation.
Well, for now, rest plenty, eat healthy and hope you feel better soon.
Hot rodding it, basically, sticking an oversized/overpowered motor into a car that is not suppose to have it biggrin
Due to financial restrictions, I decided to sell it sad
Been tough to come to this decision, but, seems my old mechanic made lots of mistakes and the new place found them, showed them to me and would need to repair them ON TOP of what is left to do to finish the car.
The car has been a money pit for years now, and I have to just cut my loses and move on
If your're curious, the remainder to finish the car is over $10,000 biggrin ...on top of that, there was the initial cost of the car, the new engine and tranny, fuel system, ECU, cooling system and so on... all of which amount to a number, I would rather not state biggrin
It has been a thorn in my side, the bane of existence, and cause of countless sacrifice
Sorry, for venting sad ...it was just a dream that failed to bear fruit, I wont likely get another chance in this lifetime to this again sad
Also, my apologies for the long absence, just been a tough month tying up all the lose ends and starting clean a break from the car among other things
BTW, i got the galaxy note 3 phone, its a great phone, I like it. It's fast, battery lasts, and has a big screen for me to watch shows while on the road biggrin
ah, sorry, i came on in a hurry the other day but didn't have a chance to leave a message gonk
things have been busy, I had to look for another shop to finish my car project, cause my current mech was losing his shop emo
I found one the other day, was gonna have my car shipped today, but my tow guy bailed on me, I might have found another person to help with that, but will see tomorrow sweatdrop
The darn electrical is all that's left, then the rest is just simple bolt on and...done dramallama
Lately, my phones been acting up, really gotten slow, feels like its gonna die in the near future, have to decide on its successor cheese_whine
Just a couple more days till your fun month biggrin
It should be an interesting month for me as well, hope things go smooth for the both of us emotion_brofist
I made up a new sickness, not sure if it actually has a current name though biggrin
I call it FPS syndrome xd
Basically, its when you close your eyes and u can still see bullets and rockets flying at you and your body literally reacts by trying to physically move out of the way
Its most dreadful when trying to go to sleep, since, as I'm bout to fall asleep, i WAKE UP! cause I saw a rocket coming at me gonk
I wonder if this is what people that go to war feel like, but on a more extreme level emo
im trying to cut back on gaming by watching more anime, in the mean time, just turned on Claymore, never finished watching it in the past, thought now would be a good time to catch up rofl
I think more and more people will suffer from FPS syndrome as games get more realistic and with the Oculus Rift on the way, its bound to get worse burning_eyes
Other than that, everything is peachy, been getting an extra hour of sleep per day (though, still not enough, I mean, is it ever biggrin ), I just noticed my avi matches the rain background they put on the MY GAIA page biggrin ...totally not planned rofl
Lol, I still can't believe u played Mabi on it, my old quad core and base graphics card would freeze when trying Mabi, can't even imagine it on a net book sweatdrop
I was gonna upgrade my whole desktop as well, but decided against it, since my CPU is still blazing fast, I upgraded the ram to some high performance version and of course the graphics card, that seems to be enough to tide me over till something extraordinary comes out.
I read a bit, the duck is pun pun, right?
It confused me a bit, but I think I got it, only read like 2 pages,I'll take a look at it again, i liked the artwork on it 3nodding
I found a music player I wanna buy, really thinking of getting it when its available, its called Pono player, it plays FLAC files at super high bitrates for the best quality ....I want gonk
Since i found out bout FLAC format, i been hooked, the sound is just so amazing 4laugh
Sadly, the price is stratospheric, around $300-$400 burning_eyes
i collect them, cause i tend to want to re watch them later down the line, im kinda a nostalgic person rolleyes
im trying to find my mabi password or email, no luck yet neutral
Do you ever get a crazy urge to shop?
Right now, I got lots of freed up money, saving it of course, don't wanna spend it needlessly, but, I keep getting the urge to spend gonk Its almost insatiable at times, and for stuff I don't need or want.
I already spent a ton of money on my PC, and I don't technically need or want anything else, so, I feel goal less, I feel like I'm just wanting stuff for the sake of wanting something to want...if that makes any sense sweatdrop
Its a strange feeling
anyhoo, how ya doin' ? xd
btw, I just finished re watching Higurashi season 1 blaugh
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I wish i could get one of the kittens, but I can't keep pets in my apartment, I spend most of my time working, if not that, then sleeping, likely wouldn't make a good owner anyway neutral
Bad D:I like pineapple, but it makes my mouth feel like it has lots of little cuts, might be the strong acidity of the fruit. Outside my place there is this guy who makes fruit bags, you order it and he chops it up fresh and puts lemon, salt, and chili powder in it, I love it biggrin
I want to say try not to think bout it too much, but those ARE pretty important things, just give yourself a few moments of peace by pushing all that stuff out of your head once in a while, put on some music and just listen to the lyrics, focus on the words and the meaning the artist had intended to convey.The whole point being to distract your mind by redirecting its attention, I do that from time to time and I find deeper meanings in songs that i never saw before. Not sure if you are a fan of The Smiths, they are one of my favorite bands biggrin , this is one such song I do this too:
Youtube- The Smiths: There is a light that never goes out
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-cD4oLk_D0
Bad thoughts accumulate when you have lots of free time to think, over thinking leads to endless stress and worry. You need distractions, escapes from your daily grind, doing so refreshes your mind and invigorates you.I sometimes go to starbucks and just take my phone and text and surf while drinking my coffee, or just go shopping, not necessarily to buy, but, to check out stuff you were interested in but weren't sure cause you never really inspected it properly. I have always lived near the beach, while in high school, I would sometimes sneak off to the beach in the middle of the night, around 11 pm or later, there was this park that overlooks it, I would just sit there and stare the black ocean until my mind went blank, which was bout 2 to 3 hours later rofl , I felt so refreshed, I would go back home and just knock out in an instant, like all my worries had vanished mrgreen
You are bout to enter an age where its bout having the time of your life, where the possibilities are almost endless, you are gonna wanna explore and expand beyond your usual horizons, gonna wanna try new things left and right and experiment even if just for the lols, why? Because you can biggrin , sorry if this sounds cliche, but its true, I was reckless and wild then too 3nodding
Maybe that's it, in that you feel confined and imprisoned, restricted from doing the things you want D: Hang in there, your freedoms will START to get more plentiful at 18
I just saw, is that a kitten in your pic? eek ....so small D:
On one of my old work positions, they tried to get me to train my replacement, teach them everything that is not written in the books, I only taught them the basics biggrin From what i heard, they had so many issues as a result and eventually, that person was replaced by another, then another, then another, cause they couldn't do the job in the time frame biggrin (I wasn't being mean, btw, i don't think, when i entered that position, I was only taught the basics as well, all other shortcuts and things I made and learned on my own)
I think we all should have someone to vent to, I'm here for ya biggrin thanks for being there for me biggrin so, no worries
Ya, the phone is big, but, that's why i got it. I watch shows and movies on it, the best, and most surprising part, is the battery life rofl this phone can last 2 days of heavy usage, like HD 1080p video watching for hours, lots of texting and net surfing and downloading, and if you don't aren't a heavy user, then it can last 3 days ON A SINGLE CHARGE!!! I still don't believe it, and keep checking the battery indicator, one full day barely gets me down to %60.
Best time to get a phone is around late November or any time in December, that's when all the best phones get released, after that, all there is is subpar phones with minimal enhancements
What's been happening? Constant headaches, migraines, vision problems, dizziness, if its enough to have you worried, then ya, it should get checked out, its scary as hell going to the doctor when you have something wrong, but, if its not going away it could escalate, better to n** it in the bud, before it gets worse, and trust me, IT CAN GET WORSE. I had something wrong with i think was my stomach, esophogus, it would cause me major pain every now and then, like if i drank sulfuric acid or something.At first, it would go away after a few minutes, then after a few hours, it got to the point eventually, that the pain would stay for days on end. Not sure if i ever did find out what it was, i still get it on rare occassion, doctors just marked it as colic in the stomach, and later, i think, just chocked it up as acid reflex, it was mind numbing pain, i would stay in fetal position for hours and days, with my only release from the pain being to cause pain to another part of my body to distract me from THAT pain emo
Just keep an eye on it, write down everything you feel and experience, so if it escalates, the doctors will have a better understanding of the situation.
Well, for now, rest plenty, eat healthy and hope you feel better soon.
Due to financial restrictions, I decided to sell it sad
Been tough to come to this decision, but, seems my old mechanic made lots of mistakes and the new place found them, showed them to me and would need to repair them ON TOP of what is left to do to finish the car.
The car has been a money pit for years now, and I have to just cut my loses and move on
If your're curious, the remainder to finish the car is over $10,000 biggrin ...on top of that, there was the initial cost of the car, the new engine and tranny, fuel system, ECU, cooling system and so on... all of which amount to a number, I would rather not state biggrin
It has been a thorn in my side, the bane of existence, and cause of countless sacrifice
Sorry, for venting sad ...it was just a dream that failed to bear fruit, I wont likely get another chance in this lifetime to this again sad
Also, my apologies for the long absence, just been a tough month tying up all the lose ends and starting clean a break from the car among other things
BTW, i got the galaxy note 3 phone, its a great phone, I like it. It's fast, battery lasts, and has a big screen for me to watch shows while on the road biggrin
Hope Aiichan is well biggrin
things have been busy, I had to look for another shop to finish my car project, cause my current mech was losing his shop emo
I found one the other day, was gonna have my car shipped today, but my tow guy bailed on me, I might have found another person to help with that, but will see tomorrow sweatdrop
The darn electrical is all that's left, then the rest is just simple bolt on and...done dramallama
Lately, my phones been acting up, really gotten slow, feels like its gonna die in the near future, have to decide on its successor cheese_whine
Just a couple more days till your fun month biggrin
It should be an interesting month for me as well, hope things go smooth for the both of us emotion_brofist
Tired as well, mostly my own doing though
I made up a new sickness, not sure if it actually has a current name though biggrin
I call it FPS syndrome xd
Basically, its when you close your eyes and u can still see bullets and rockets flying at you and your body literally reacts by trying to physically move out of the way
Its most dreadful when trying to go to sleep, since, as I'm bout to fall asleep, i WAKE UP! cause I saw a rocket coming at me gonk
I wonder if this is what people that go to war feel like, but on a more extreme level emo
im trying to cut back on gaming by watching more anime, in the mean time, just turned on Claymore, never finished watching it in the past, thought now would be a good time to catch up rofl
I think more and more people will suffer from FPS syndrome as games get more realistic and with the Oculus Rift on the way, its bound to get worse burning_eyes
Other than that, everything is peachy, been getting an extra hour of sleep per day (though, still not enough, I mean, is it ever biggrin ), I just noticed my avi matches the rain background they put on the MY GAIA page biggrin ...totally not planned rofl
I missed it sad
not sure if it was just for the night or for the week, though confused
Everyone is telling me I missed out, but I saw a red moon the previous night, though no one believes me gonk
could have just been the smog making it look like that though blaugh
So, how is Aiichan?
I was gonna upgrade my whole desktop as well, but decided against it, since my CPU is still blazing fast, I upgraded the ram to some high performance version and of course the graphics card, that seems to be enough to tide me over till something extraordinary comes out.
I read a bit, the duck is pun pun, right?
It confused me a bit, but I think I got it, only read like 2 pages,I'll take a look at it again, i liked the artwork on it 3nodding
I found a music player I wanna buy, really thinking of getting it when its available, its called Pono player, it plays FLAC files at super high bitrates for the best quality ....I want gonk
Since i found out bout FLAC format, i been hooked, the sound is just so amazing 4laugh
Sadly, the price is stratospheric, around $300-$400 burning_eyes
Ya, if i can't find it soon, I just might have to make a new one...is there still a lot of downtime for maintenance on the game?
Do you really play your games and do all your online stuff on a netbook? eek I remember you told me once that you use one of those emotion_0A0
Hope your headache goes away sad
is that story good? looked weird when I looked it up biggrin
im trying to find my mabi password or email, no luck yet neutral
Do you ever get a crazy urge to shop?
Right now, I got lots of freed up money, saving it of course, don't wanna spend it needlessly, but, I keep getting the urge to spend gonk Its almost insatiable at times, and for stuff I don't need or want.
I already spent a ton of money on my PC, and I don't technically need or want anything else, so, I feel goal less, I feel like I'm just wanting stuff for the sake of wanting something to want...if that makes any sense sweatdrop
Its a strange feeling
anyhoo, how ya doin' ? xd
btw, I just finished re watching Higurashi season 1 blaugh