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I am he who must not be named... Meh, not really. What makes me remain existing is my obsession with history and the study of humanity (Which includes the five sciences). If I could, I would be in 840 A.D.
as a viking, raiding West Francia. During the bakumatsu, rebelling against Tokugawa or writing the Oxford English Dictionary in 20th century England. But I can't and if I could I would have been alive in that time. I am what the flow of matter and energy has come to be through the passage of time. Nobody; nothing can be anything other than what they are at the time they are.
Thus, the vicissitude of life has brought me here, to San Diego, to become whatever it is I must become, for good or for evil. Throughout the day I am mostly absorbed in thought or in reading. I day-dream a lot, figuring various hypothetical scenarios. Including political ones where, for instance, a Russian dictator may permits that anyone kills whoever they want without penalty of the law. I would then proceed to figure out the consequences of this.
I have been influenced severely by Japanese animation and video games. There is a causal chain that stems from Rurouni Kenshin to Philosophy. When I was a child I copied the values of this Kenshin character as he was my main role model. My parents; always fighting, gave me nothing to desire from them. The indoctrination box was non-existent for each of them wanted to cover me with their own box thence through their battling the moment they failed, T.V. succeeded. Yes, it could have been snoop dogg instead of Kenshin but as fate would have it, it was not. Thereafter, video games took hold of me; fascinating stories of honorable warriors, romance and adventure defined what I wanted to do in life. Clad in puzzles and hours upon hours of dialogue and discovery (exploration of ruins, etc.), these games molded my character. This is why I sometimes walk from downtown to Lemon Grove or go hiking at 3AM. It's plainly fun for me. I sometimes go to the extremes and add people to my party *laughs profusely*
My sense of honor and my passion for knowledge have made me what most would call a "lone wolf". Truly, I am human, not a wolf. Taken metaphorically, however, the statement is quite right. I rarely mingle with others. Even if I would want to, there is usually a huge gap in hermitage. I care little for vane things such as how a person looks or cell phones and the latest, pointless and useless gadgets. In ancient Greece a philosopher called Diogenes once stood in front of a housewares store and said "What a bunch of crap I don't need" This could be me in front of a major store (Target, Mervins, wal-mart, etc.). By this you can see I am a huge enemy or capitalism, but I recognize that this is it's time and must exist because nothing else can exist at this level of culture.
I disdain politeness. I consider it lying and thenceforth wrong and dishonorable. That's why I can't seem to be able to maintain a relationship with a female. The only thing they seem to want is to be lied by a violent man full of testosterone. I see that situation far too much, where the female stays with a man for years because she follows her emotions, not her logic. And her emotions are product of natural selection so their purpose is reproduction. When she is able to control her emotions, specially that most obnoxious one people call "love" Then she will be able to become more than a half-monkey. Thus paying only the necessary heed to dregs of the reproduction pattern.
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God is dead
-Friedrich Nietzsche
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