About
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Name you use: Carla
Birthday: 15-11-1991
Birthplace: Tyne n Wear/Gateshead
Current Location: My house, Out in the North East
Eye colour: Dark Brow
Hair colour: Cosmic Blue
Natural Hair colour: Mid brown
Right or left: Left
Your heritage: English
Your weakness: Dont know
Your fears: Dont know
Your thoughts first waking up: Do I have to get up?
Your best physical feature: Dont know
Your bedtime: Whatever time
Drink: Vodka,Stella,Strongbow, anything going
Fast food joint:Mc Donalds,BurgerKing,KFC
Single or group dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: Neither
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee or Tea: Tea 2 Sugers
Smoke: No
Curse: Yes
Sing: Yes
Take a shower/Bath every day: Yes
Have a crush(es: Maybes
Do you think you've been in love: Yea I am
Like high school: No happy I've left
Want to get married: Yes
Believe in yourself: Sometime
Get motion sickness: Can do
Think you're attractive: Not really
Think you're a health freak?: No
Get along with your parents: Mam no dad yes
My Poems
Behind The Smile
Behind my smile
There is a cloud
Behind my eyes
Are tears of pain
In my heart
I'll always know
Who I long to be with
Is you
I see in your eyes
There's pain
I see in your eyes
Theirs Sorrow
You beg
and cry
To be with me
There are reasons
My reasons
Why I can't
and wont
Be with you
Although
I love you
And you love me
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Alone
I smile to hide the pain
To look like i am fine
To be strong for you
I cry when I am alone
When noone can see me
When I am in darkness
I harm myself to avoid all hurt
To get rid of this mental pain
To avoid the tears from falling
I drink to avoid the truth
To feel numb
To forget myself
I didn't say
I was scared
I was hurt
I am scared of darkness
Feeling as if I am not safe
Dreaming of my past
I am scared of life
Feeling suicidal, depressed and hate
Not showing the pain I feel
Hurting myself to feel better
Not sleeping on a night
Hating myself
I am scared of you
Your in my nightmares
My flashbacks and my memories
You haunt me in my mind
You scarred me mentally
You made me hate you
My abuser
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Did u know? B4 u go to sleep at night there is 1 person of the opposite sex thinking of u. They want you they want to kiss u, They want to be with u they are always thinking about u b4 they go to sleep at night they are longing to be with u. This is all true not a fake if u repost this to in 5 mins the person that is longing to be with you will approach you in a month and ask u out or grab u and snog the face off u.
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he will be bak soon ^^
and cuz i come on like every day to check if i got messages =P
im on fairly often i guess =P y?