abOUt Me ^.^

I'm a happy person *most of the time* and I love animals alot *I'm trying to convince my mom to get me a bird or at least a chicken*. My favorite kind of music is mostly in the punk/metal/Gothic styles but i do stray *only every once in a while* and listen to other stuff but I'm pretty main stream about that. Some would call me a creepy goth or a 3mo but I'm trying to stop using labels. oh an I guess i like to bake at 3 in the freakin morning!!!
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you can die

you need to know how short life is
its cofosing
its happy
its annoying
its so short you get sick of it
so you throw it away
your born
you live
you die
see even the words get shorter
you get shot
you shot ur self
you roll over & die
learn to live
learn to love
learn to be loved
i need help

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The Box

He covets himself from the world
He hides the box inside
The box that beats
and pumps blood all through his mind
Thinking he is self
He hides
The love that he has left
Tries to die
But it would not help
The love he has for the girl
Hidden in the box
He wants to give it to her
The beating stops
Once he thinks of her
The love of his life
He can not stop
He is killing him self
He knows that she is happy
With some one else
That is why he is hiding
That is why he is crying
He wants to be free
But the box won not let him
He hates to think
That he is in love
The love of his life
Hates him back
He loves her bad
He wants her so
He wants the help
But he wants her more
He knows the lies he tells her
She believes all the things
That thing tells her
The box is broken
Again and again
He tried so hard to fix it
To be broken again
He wants her so
He will be killed again
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Puppets Emotions

They say a puppets just a toy
They throw them around
They call them trash
And throw them away
But
There is one thing you should know
They are alive
They feel pain
Like you and I
They are aware of your feelings
Like your friend down the street
they can not move
That is why they have strings
They also have hidden wings
That can tell if the good or
The bad
Is in you
You can throw them away
But there here to stay
You might not know how it feels to be...
A puppet


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wayward down fall

in the night a silent whisper cries out
"where's my mommy?"
the pondering thought
of all the cards in my hand
tumbling down as i stand
alone and stone cold
in that dark room
waiting for an answer to my plee
the heart stopped and the wind rushed
so close to dancing with death
the cry flew out again
only to b hers by the black widow
sitting beside her
oh where has the days gone?
out the window?
threw the doors?
locked up in a small child's head
no never see his mother again?
thoughts race ad this boy becomes a man
threw the night silent cries
"i cant live any more!"
the widow beside her hears his plee
and rushes over to seal the deal
and as the red hourglass ran out of time
on the widow's back
she crawls with two legs back to her snack
oh where has the days gone?
out the window?
threw the doors?
locked up in a small child's head
no never see his mother again?
he runs at the spider and yells again
"i will never see my mother again?
"look at your own hand child"
and a shadow a peered
the child cried out as he saw that scar
a hour glass on the palm of his left hand
he cries all night as the shadow grins
oh where has the days gone?
out the window?
threw the doors?
locked up in a small child's head
no never see his mother again?
the night is long and hard
the boy's alone and cold
the shadow said he was a waist of time
never to see his mother again
he cries and cries till his eyes bleed
he looked in the mirror
and screamed in fright
as he saw his mother's spirit
kiss him goodnight
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tattooed prince charming


pin my heart to my chest
to try to keep it in
save me my tattooed prince
of love and copses
my love won't stop beating
just for you
just a small kiss
a token of affection
from me to you
you look away and i sit like a doll
as i watch you play that guitar
tap you foot and bash your head
let me watch just a little longer
just some time to sit with you
I'll let you pull my strings that hold me together
pull them as you may
i don't need them any more
just pull as hard as you can
my heart unravels at your feet
as you smile your perfect smile
i smile to hide my pain
i don't think you mean to laugh
unless this is amusing
I'll laugh so don't worry
it doesn't hurt i swear!
I'll laugh i promised you that
I'll laugh as i fall
fall far from you
once your gone
ill cry all those tears I've saved
from you my tattooed prince charming
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Burns, Doesn't it?

Sitting alone in the corner
ill burn it all down
with me still inside
crying alone again
ill sing to my self
no one to sing to
ill burn it all down
alone with me inside
silent i sit
fires blazing around
i sing alone to my self
you can't see me cry
i sit alone and try
but you took all my tears when you left
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i dont know why i put this on but it makes sence

What Every Kiss Means
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~Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever"

~Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything

~Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"

~Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"

~Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"

~Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"

~Kiss on the Lips = I like you"
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What the gesture means...
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~Holding Hands = "we definitely like each other"

~Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go"

~Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain like you"

~Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"

~Arms around the Waist = "I like you too much to let go"

-Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you''



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dream avi <3




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Gimpi 4th gen.
Vampire's Blood Moon
Trick or Treat Tote 5th Gen.
Scar of Martyr
Carol of Ol' Nick 2nd gen.
Silent Night
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Chill of Artemis
Cockerel's Waltz
Pt.An.sa Embryonic Vial
Wed to Darkness
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Charactors from stories I'm writing! yay!


Demix a german boy of the times of World War II


Chad the werewolf <3


Damian the blind man <3 <3 <3