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Its always been like this
since i have grown my way
people spreading away
people leaving my side

They leave my side in fear,
in fear of whats inside me,
in fear of whats outside me,
they let appearances fool them

Its always of it has
of what it is
or how it looks
and i say to em dont judge a book by its cover

Even if i live wit a "family" i feel alone
even if i have a few "friends"i feel alone
if its like this i prefer to hav nothing
thn to have and feel the same

Im so tired of this
my heart has been broken thousands of times
ive been rejected (the same amount) for being different
ive been yelled,insuted,backstabed and more,
Always stood alone to problems with no ones help
keeping my suffering and love inside me

Have love for no one to give it
have lips for no one to kiss em
have arms to put no one around em
have warm in my body to no one to warm em
have a ...... for no one to enjoy it
and feel plesure about it.

and is there someone out there who really loves me
tell me if what you feel is true
hug me like you mean to
kiss me because you wish my lips

And how far you are
ill wait for you to come
sitting under the rain
thinking only about yu
cause the only thing i do is think about yu...