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ASK YOURSELF in the most silent hour of your night: must I write? Dig into yourself for a deep answer. And if this answer rings out in assent, if you meet this solemn question with a strong, simple "I must," then build your life in accordance with this necessity..." - Rainer Maria Rilke
I don't understand.
Friends.
Enemies.
Hate.
Graphs.
Orange.
Life.
Love.
Blood.
Anything.
There's no one here to explain.
I'm getting sick
Of the not-knowing.
I sometimes
Feel
Like I'm drowning in it.
I sometimes
Feel
That it'll consume me.
I sometimes
Feel
Numb.
Like a Nothing.
A Nobody.
A Freak.
I don't understand.






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bushy_haired_freak
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commentCommented on: Thu May 17, 2007 @ 01:53am
Well......I'm not really sad right now. Just.................more confused. But I really don't understand much anymore. Just rolling with the punches. Doing what people tell me to do. Living half my life in another world.
Love. I don't get what it's about. Maybe the snobs at school aren't the thick ones. Some of them must understand it. Maybe it's me who's ignorant.
What a predicament.


commentCommented on: Thu May 17, 2007 @ 02:30am
i know what you mean...



Dexaa
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bushy_haired_freak
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commentCommented on: Thu May 17, 2007 @ 03:16am
yes... everything's been so hectic lately, and there's no doubt it'll worsen. i just hope that we all pull through at least partially intact.


commentCommented on: Thu May 17, 2007 @ 03:17am
we'll hold eachother together



Dexaa
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bushy_haired_freak
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commentCommented on: Thu May 17, 2007 @ 04:37am
Forever.

What Val would say: or else. twisted


commentCommented on: Thu May 17, 2007 @ 11:39pm
no, megsy! it's:

or else ninja

(but if you're going for sad, it's "or else sad " wink



Weaselletta
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clarinet_super_star
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commentCommented on: Fri May 18, 2007 @ 09:01pm
I can help with the graphs, but the rest of it's beyond me. Let me know if you figure out the love thing.


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