*sniffles* he hates me.....well...he told tricia he doesnt hate me...but he is acting like he does... and im in tears about...at recess today i didnt move at all...i just was laying on the gym floor by tricia...she was trying to help me...all i could do was lay there because i had seen him...he was walking out of class and i walked by him i waved he said 'hello' and i said hey we hugged and then he left...he said nothing more than hello...and tricia said i should have just started flirting with him...but...i couldnt...i was frozen...guess that is what i get for liking someone older than me that hangs out with my older brother......he thinks im obnoxious....but...i guess i am....i think im gonna give up...at least i still have my h.b. kristina...she always knows how to cheer me up...her and tricia do the best....all others fail...even rica and julie....which i have known longer than i have known tricia and kristina combined but...i guess that is just the way things are.... emo emo emo emo emo
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