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I went to Free State High to do some recycling today. When I got there, something told me that I just didn't belong there. I felt this... I don't know what to call it, but when I got there, it just didn't seem like it was when I was there. That it just wasn't natural, you know?

Anyway, on to what's been going on with me recently...

I reunited with the cast of Murder at Cafe Noir to do a show over at some hotel out in Topeka. It was the same place where I went to a Primerica meeting years before that only this was in a different room. We didn't get finished until like... Well, the show itself got finished around 9:45 at night, but I got home around 10:30. Well, mostly because it took us forever just to get back into town! Needless to say, I just about passed out on the way there. Ironically, I was the first one to get dropped off. I was just so out of it when I got into the house, that the first thing I did when I got inside was I went straight to bed. You would too if you had a long day that became an even longer night!

In other news... It's officially over with me and Dave. I offically hate him. He's nothing more than a backstabbing a*****e that has nothing better to do with himself than to work, make money and b***h about lazy people. He doesn't even know the firs thing about taking a day off. You know, I did see eye-to-eye with at one time, but then he turns around and insults me when I was about ready to shake his hand. That to me, is worse than getting spit in the face. He's really asking for an a**-beating like you would not believe.

Anyway, enough of him before I get too pissed off...

Well, as you can see, next to the date is a number of days next to it in parenthesises. That means it's the countdown to when I turn 20 years of age. To be honest, I don't really care what happens on my birthday, possibly because I was so used to having my birthday a week or so later whenever money got tight on my folks. I wouldn't be surprised if nothing happened at all on my b-day.

Besides all that, I also have a mystery guest coming to the house today. Ma mentioned something about it last night when I was getting ready to doze off.

I still have no idea who's coming. And to be honest, I don't care who comes. It's probably gonna Andy coming by to drop off the CD's I gave to him to burn some songs off of. To me, that's nothing new.

But, as of recently, it's gotten pretty lonely in my room. I mean, it's just me, a TV with VCR and VHS tapes, a PS2 with a shitload of games plus DVD movies, and a CD/tape player with a headset attached to it along with a ton of CD's and cassettes. Other than that, yeah, it's awful lonely.

My mother asked if I ever got lonely when I was in there. Well ma, to answer your question, yes. It sucks when it's just me in there. I'd be happy to have someone bug me when I didn't feel like being bothered. Or at least knock on my door, anyway. That I don't mind, at all!

It's even worser yet when I get online and there's nobody on, as well. I've noticed a bunch of times before that when I got on MSN, AIM and YIM, there's nobody on. I thought I might check out a chat room, but even I dunno what to say or do. No, I'm not shy or anything like that, it's just whenever someone gets into a topic I'm interested in, I will in fact jump right in. And only if that situation arises. Other than that, I'm stuck in lurk mode.

Well, I might as well get going... I'm exhausted...