i love my boy friend but i cannot forget this crush i have on a certain celeberty. i have been crushing on keanu reeves since 5th grade. i didn't think much of him before. now, everytime i see him i get flutters in my stomac and think about how nice it would be to next to him. i can imagen how goofy i would act when i would see him. hes so tall and... full of talent and expericance in life. hes far to old for me but hes full of so much courage and excitment i wish he would make another movie soon. i miss being excited for his next flim. although i can understand how some people say that he can't act... thats not really fair to him because it's very very difficult to act. his reputation is alittle bumpy but who's not fased by past mistakes. i even hate the actresses that hes kissed. i really hate that one ugly lady from the matrix that he dated... i guess shes very smart tho... and i respect his choices. i think he desuves someone more girly. i hate daiane kiton, not for her now terrible movies but she did kiss keanu and i guess being such a big fan...and because it was just a movie...its really no big deal. i'm just kind of jelous. i wish that he could kiss me. that would be nice. even a hug would be blissful. and seening his face is so warming and kind. i feel happy looking at him. keanu reeves is pretty much how i want my ideal man to be and i couldn't be anymore of a pathedic loser for saying so....
in essance... i'm not such a good girl friend. i would like to be a good girl friend and a good person. i have alot to learn before and that is why i hate looking and being so young sometimes.
