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Now I know that I'm useless, I can't even make my friend feel better after she's had a ruff day, I can't believe I actually didn't go ahead with the suicide, my life, is just screwed up, I do have some things going for me but apparently I still feel so empty inside of me seriously, I love and adore all of my friends, but I'm at the verge of loosing one, I just can't take it I'm not worth it at all, and there has been too many occurances to let me know so, I should just bury myself and make sure no one finds me, I love everyone that makes an effort to love me, but I still go so much love to give and it's just pinned inside of me, nowhere to go but the little friends I have, and I fear I might loose the friends I have if I show too much affection, I hate myself I just do