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Have yu ever felt that yu are a monster
have yu ever felt that yu are dying inside but still alive outside
and no one is there for yu
and the one yu caused so much trouble leaves yu
letting the problem overcome their love

And then everyone yu though they were real
turn agaisnt yu attacking yu
and yes it was sumthing big
that the day it happened yu felt that persons suffering
and yet yu still feel that thorn in yur heart

And that person that yu though,that promised yu
that she wont leave no matter what
that she will be by yur side day by day
she leaves yu sayig lets start again
by being friends and yu know what it is
in reality that she just left yu cause the problem
overcome the love....and knowing that i was 24/7
avaible for anything,to solve the tyniest thing to the biggest one
didnt call......and it hurts like yu dont imagine knowing that the person wont love yu again like she used to.....knowing that she with someone else happy yes
but its not with yu that parts my heart...
if i ever felt an emptyness before now i felt it more
its consuming me .....she left yu...i being able to help always
left me with my heart shatered....her friends calling me b*****d,thinking the worst and yes the have the truth...but yu all listen to this
i loved her,respected her and i was willing to do anything for her give my last breath give my last everything...for her to be happy...right now is 10:40 pm and i just received the word of the one and only girl of my dreams that she just left me...
im not asking yu all for pity and jennky i promised ill be there in good or bad ...if thats yur desicion...ill respect it i wasnt perfect nobody is only god..yes hate me do anything yu want i just only wanted us to love each other to prove that phrase wrong("nothing is forever" wink my biggest fear has become truth i always previwed this and she sayed its yur mind ...but guess again it came true