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so here it goes
I'll try again to explain
just whats going on
because everyone seems to wonder
but no one likes to care

I'm stuck
in a perpetual state of deja vu
and as much as I would like to break away
from this neverending nightmare
its the only connection I have to way back when
innocent little summer days & large phone bills
feeling sick to my stomach
I don't know what I'm doing - or who I have become
thought I was the same
but everyone says I've changed
who's right?

& here I am
everyone thinks I'm some sort of perfection
everyone but me
so let's shout it from the rooftops
I'm just a girl
I'm poison

& now he doesn't remind me of you
oh no
seems I'm over what couldn't be
because I've found another chance passed
this makes no sense to me
so why would it make sense to you?

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