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Insanity? Yes, please. Would you like a cup of mercury with that?


Incandescent Lunacy
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Illusions
Always watching the sky, your silence seemed hopeful then,
But the moon was too high, wasn't it?
The stars just weren't bright enough...
The illusions you painted over your life were images of perfection.
Colorfully dancing lies you clouded with a veil of false diplomacy.
Everyone believed you, trusted you, even envied you.
It was enough for you...
Your sanity was intact as long as your puppets moved to your twisted melody.
The love that you couldn't give was the love that I couldn't win.
Always finding as excuse to hate, you looked for faults in everything.
Slowly being destroyed by your own pessimism.
These tears that refuse to fall from parched eyes
Seem to somehow drown your nightmares in misery.
Even the prying bright eyes of the moon cannot see how you weep.
Laughing, whispering...Your dreams are all you have...
Maybe if we both just let go, we could forget reality.
You promised yourself you would never look back...Just one more glass...
Falling now...
Calling now...
You'll change another day.
Gazing out into the distant night and listening to the distorted voice of the wind,
She suffered the most.
The rain's thundering song was resounding in her head that night.
Submerged in misery, awaiting hopeless solace.
You passed by with empty eyes, consumed by the blackness of your heart.
Yet now that you search, you cannot find her.
Taking flight, she left you alone.
Do you always look over your shoulder when you're in the dark?
Lost in a slowly sickening nightmare.
You hide your eyes when everyone is looking, afraid to be understood.
Everyone is a hypocrite, shrouded by self-created lies.
Don't give up yet, tomorrow's sunrise will be brighter.
Falling now...
Calling now...
You'll change another day.






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saturdays
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comment Commented on: Sun May 15, 2005 @ 05:50pm
crying heart


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