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Ugh, today has been going pretty slow, and i cant stop thinking about someone so special to me... im really sad that we cant talk on the phone and we cant even talk online or anything =(

Sometimes life can treat you so well, but then again, it can turn around and mess you up...

Yesterday, I had basketball practice for my church. At practice, i try my hardest to make things better for me and this special person, but then it turns around and hits me. She got mad at me, and i keep getting hurt. Sometimes i dont know what to do... Im never going to give up, but im tired of arguing and im tired of getting hurt. Hopefully, things will get better... AND I PRAY to god! that things do get better. Im not ever going to give up... The last words she said to me yesterday was "GO AWAY!!!" and it hurt so much, so i just left with a sad face and just played basketball... When i played, basketball, i was so destracted that i couldnt concentrate or anything... I was sad and really heart broken... Things will get better... i know they will =/