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the girl walked
as if she had been crushed by a ton

she tryed to keep up with the others
everyday and every night
she would do anything she could to fit in

she smoked
she drank
she stoll
she got in fights

her parents never payed attention to her acting out to fit in
they just scolled her for anything and everything

her dad a drunk
had his way with her
then beat her half to dead

the mother also a drunk
threw countless amount of things at her
she could and would never fight back
for fear of her father comming in

she sat at the tip of a mountain waiting everyday
for someone to lift her up and take her away
from her house
from her friends
from the world

that person never came
so she always waited

she came home that night
her parents wernt there
she went into the bathroom
and looked at herself in the mirror

her pale flesh looking back at her
skinny as a pole
light as a feather
her long stringy hair fell over her face with cuts and bruises
her pale blue eyes
as deep as the sea
filled with sorrow and hate

she heard a car door
and ran for her room
it was her father
drunk as always
stagerd into her room and yelled
yelled for her to come out
to come out of her hidding
she did
she had no choice

she was hit with a bottle
1 time in the head
2 times in the head
3 times in the head
over and over
she lay on the floor
in her pool of blood
as he stood over her
and watched her fade into the darkness

before she was gone
she watched him leave the room and come back
another bottle in his hand
will he finish her?
no
lighter fluid
he doused her with the fluid
lit the match
and mutterd
you were never worth it
and he left
as she lay there
fading
and fading
...
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