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I get it.
No means no.
Im not retarted and I'm not hard of hearing.
It just hurts and I cant even tell you because I promised I wouldn't let it effect our friendship and i've kept my promise.
But what will happen from now on?
Will we still be friends?
Apparently, thats all we'll ever be.
You have no idea how you now sicken me.
I would do any thing for you and I know you wouldn't do that for me.
You dont even realize the effects you have on me.
This is twice now you have denied my love and you expect me to be ok?
Of course I'm not ok.
Ilove you and you dont even want to be neer me.
Im tired of being depressed but your making hard for me not to be and now I find out theres some one else... you disgust me.