life sucks.....get used to it
everybody is changing around me, no one is as cool as they used to be
i want to stay the same i have always been, but its just not possible
i cant keep up with trying to stay friends with everyone,
making and keeping everyone happy is so hard...i just cant manage
this s**t all sucks......why cant it just be over
i want to go away from everything.....
take my 360 and seclude myself
finally get that lock on my door, curtain over the window and just not come out
i hate it ******** life.....its all pain....
i used to understand it, about 4 years ago when everything sucked
but since then i have been enjoying life too much....
i let myself get soft, i felt too many emotions
i need to game.....and forget EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE
ps. Myspace is for fags.....
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everyone is changing around you, you must be too. It's okay though... If people didn't change, we'd all be running around in diapers and not know the alphabet....
you can't try to be friends with someone. you either are or you aren't. if it's too much work, step back. if they are truly your friend, they'll step forward.
your happiness should be top priority. if you become sad to make someone else happy, then what's the point?
That's okay. Get those curtains, 360, and lock. Just remember, that when you've had enough seclusion, you are the one with the key. Don't stay trapped forever... Because people would miss you. Even if you feel like you can't keep everyone happy... Locking yourself away would be a sure-fire way to keep everyone unhappy...
Emotions... Emotions=Life... They only make you soft if you're not quite sure about how to deal with them. And you can't learn to deal if you never learn to shuffle...never hold the cards...too hurt to even open the box...
I'm sorry Stephen.. I don't know... Hopefully I'm not making you angry by saying all this...