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i never thought i would fall in love.
never thought i would keep some one.
never thought love would fall in my foot steps.
never thought that somee i truly love would hateme and abandon meh.
i never thought i would ever get over that i never thought that it could ever get like this.
i never thought i would be crying for some one who dosent even care.
i can never do this again.
i never thought i love meh freinds more than ever.
i never thought a freind i love would change wat they realy thought in a second.
i never thought they would lie just to make them selves cooler and make meh cry.
i never thought i would have to do this but.
i think i want to die again.
i am have already enjoyed happiness.
i have already cut enough.
i have already laughed and had m,eh fill of fun.
i have already cryed my eyes out.
i have already enjoyed someones death.
i have already came close to fully dieing.
i wish i could run away.
i wish life would run away from meh.
keep meh lonely inside.
i cant believe that i have changed so much.
but have seen no improvment.
suicidle since the age of 8.
i cant believe now its happening again.
i want to stay home and rott.
please let meh.
thankyou.