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Merry Meeting soccer just ended and high school soccer begins tomorrow. T__T Ahhhhh!!!!!!!!! Sam Chard is one of the coaches, isn't he?!?!? begins hyperventilating I won't be able to do it. I can't play good under pressure. There will be other goalies, won't there? Ashley Libby liked goal. What if they put her in there and I don't know what to do on the field? What if I'm stuck in there a wholenother season?!!??! Oh my ****** Gee, I'm not ready for this. I'm not, I'm not. I can't do high school soccer. If everyone counts on me, I know I'll fail. I always do. And all that running... I've been in goal for so long I won't be able to keep up. crying I'll be bad and then Sam Chard will hate me and tell all the coaches from the other teams not to play me and I'll never get off the **** bench. I can't be a bench warmer! I CAN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Negative reinforcement doesn't work on me and neithe does positive. What if I'm too hard to coach and they just give up AND DROP ME???????????????? Soccer's part of my life! I love it! crying crying crying** brain frying burning_eyes Oh. Val (and anyone else) the game is at six pm. Home, I think. Randi will be there, won't you? Playing, of course. So Mt. Ararat High I think......

Posted by: bushy_haired_freak Mon Jun 18, 2007 @ 04:29am

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Commented on: Mon Jun 18, 2007 @ 12:30pm


	they have like 2 or 3 goalies right now... so you don't HAVE to be one if you don't want to... except when summer soccer if over we won't have a freshman goalie...

Commented on: Mon Jun 18, 2007 @ 02:46pm


	stop worrying! there was no other freshman goalie... and th epeople that i saw show up, you are way bettere than all of them. i mean like... kelsey wilson showed up, brianna, a lot of people with like no skill showed up... and you have merrrymeeting, and you mmom knows sam right? your in! don't worry! i can see you next to me on the team my dear, your determined and you wont give up, some people will, and you beat out them. at least you try! ad he'll see that, we have all summer to get it right don't worry. like when i played with the high school during the winter, the first game i played aweful, i really did, but by the second game i got better and soon i was playing really well. just go in like you own the place, you'll do fine! val if your coming i might be able to give you a ride... but i think my mom might take me to go running after the game if i dont play a lot in the game.. the game isn't at mt ararat its at uhh... i think its at foreside, but i'll have to check again...

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Commented on: Mon Jun 18, 2007 @ 07:06pm


	emo What are we supposed to wear? Are they just going to give us uniforms there? Or did I miss some important meeting like always?

Commented on: Mon Jun 18, 2007 @ 07:14pm


	yes i think you missed an important meeting... but he said to wear a white shirt and either black or royal blue shorts and i'm just gunna wear white socks...

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Commented on: Mon Jun 18, 2007 @ 07:16pm

Commented on: Mon Jun 18, 2007 @ 09:07pm


	dang, i watch TV all day and i miss all this?! i feel so special for having my name pointed out in particular xd i'll try to come...a ride will probably be appreciated, randi.

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Commented on: Mon Jun 18, 2007 @ 10:37pm


	sorry megsy sad i'll go to your next home game, tho!

Commented on: Tue Jun 19, 2007 @ 03:20am


	yes, how dissapointing! we have another game wednesday, always at 6 always at woodside..

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Commented on: Tue Jun 19, 2007 @ 02:40pm


	why is it always at woodside? (i'm most likely more able to go on wednesdays)

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