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Why Cameron? Why have you gone and done something stupid?
Something that you know can kill you
Just as it did Nana and Granddaddy?!
So many people get on cigarettes, oh how true it is
But the last person I ever expected to see do this was you!!!
You might not always act it, but you really are smart.
Even though at the moment, you've made a dumb choice
I know you know better than to do that.
I'll admit, we've both been through Hell and back
But just as I survived, couldn't you have done so without cigarettes?
As many times as I was tempted, I never got or used any.
Why couldn't you have done the same??!!
I'll always love you no matter what
But not being able to talk to you,
Is mentally and emotionally killing me.
I want to speak to you, read an e-mail from you at least once
Knowing that save the cigarette usage you're okay otherwise
But you haven't made an effort to contact me
And now I fear I've lost you forever.
I wake up in fear and fall asleep in even worse condition
Until I hear from you or you die,
Whichever comes first,
I'll never stop worrying about you, dear brother.
~Dedicated to my 18 1/2 old brother, whom I love with all my heart and will never stop thinking of~
 Nina Layne Williams · Wed Jun 20, 2007 @ 12:44pm · 0 Comments |
