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You know... I am weak, but only if it meant losing you, which I did. I know you'll probably never read this, you hate me far to much now. For you, I broke almost everything I had. For you, I cried instill I passed out in one of my only friends arms. For you, I fell asleep sobbing over your messages. every Step I grow stronger. and yet Every Step makes me hate love all over again. I'm so strong now, Not with people I know, but.... I walk strong for you, I live strong and brave things for you. And the one thing I Grow weaker in is in love, my heart grows weaker to a dim light. I only need When that other Person comes, He will not your shoes, but equal them. He will make me happy, as happy as you did. For He loves me like you had. Before I messed up. Because I could never do anything right, not in my life. But I hope he will still love me and not leave me, I hope he'll reassure me again and again. Smoothing you tried but frankly sweetie... you never had the patients for me. I loved you and love you forever so much. please. Love me don't hate me. You have one more gardien Angel, flying with your others, you'll never get away with what your planing to do to your self. you won't.

So as I walk away now, heading towards that other love, I bid you farewell. My love, and part of my heart. I will walk strong for you.
Nami.