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Lena: You know someone else probably feels the same or worse then me. I truly act like a baby. I think my sister acts like one. If she hit me and she does like I hit here I would not cry becuase guess what she hits me harder phiscally and mentally. And this journal is entry is dedicated to my complaints and I hardly do that so if you don't want to her anyone whine then you better leave because I will be doing that. For someone reason I want to go one typing or just stop. I am tired from finally letting my opinions out. Which made me sad that I would have to think that way. I started to cry. The tears were streaming down my face like this crying and this is not really exaggerating My shirt and pants anf face were soaked. I feel like someone who has been kicked and left outside to rot or die and that is kind of how my day went. I want to talk about it, but I also don't.:

I went to school. It was report card day. I am in this program for smart people. You know above average. I don't really want to brag though. There are people above that level. They are in Magnet. Why do they no just skip a grade. My friend Milda has a 97. something average. I used to be jealous of her great grades, but know I think that she should stop bragging she doesn't know when she can make people feel bad. I doesn't make me or not anymore and don't think I am just trying to hide my feelings like a tough guy because I usually do but it truly doesn't really bother me. My friend Cassie got a 65.8 she went down 10 pionts she is not in esp and don't tell her I told you her grade. She is smart she just needs to concentrate more. She was really upset about her grade adn was crying. My average was a 91.7 same as last time I am not to thrilled about staying the same, but o'well I am just going to have to get used to it. I will study more and do my best this marking period and the rest to come. i have to go eat dinner. I guess I will write more tomorrow. I have had enough emotions for one day.