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Yeah, i'm partly depressed. I was going out with a guy named John and we both were meant for eachother. We always said we'd last forever but, I guess not. After 17 days of dating, he partially cheated on me with a girl he has been liking for more than a few days. I figured it out when my friend told me [[she tells me everything!]] John dumped me and after 10 minutes, freaken treats me like nothing ever happened and that ugh, too hard to even say it in words that everyone can understand, ya? But, shoot dude. Him and his dickhead friends are prank calling me on my cell phone and they ask for "Juan" and they all think it's fun and games until all hell breaks loose. Damn, I don't even know what I'm feeling at the momento. Life sucks alot now! I felt like dying yesterday...If I cut myself even more, I might have to go to rehab. And s**t I don't wanna go!