So much is happening, so many things are changing.
I might be in love, I don't know really. Its hard to say. It feels different then before and its not like it was with God-sama. But I do feel different. Hes kind, and loving, such a sweet guy. I'm so happy to talk to him, and he makes me smile. When hes not around I think of him. He tells my he cares for me and my sons. But I don't know if I can say I love him back, is that what I feel? Or is it something else?
Hikari and Dante my two beautiful angels...I don't talk about them much, but I do still love them. I think about them a lot as well. But its just so hard, not only raising them but seeing them every time, it makes me think of the past. A part of me will always love him, but a part of me wants to move on and be in love again. Its hard to move on with something that holds me to the past in such a way. I don't want to give them up but I have thought about it. I love them to much to do it...I just wish I could give them a better life...
It would seem God-sama has left, maybe he made another account or maybe not, I don't know. I just hope where ever he is, hes ok.
This other person I was talking about before, he says he really loves Hikari and Dante but...I guess its a little hard for me to believe that. I don't mean to sound mean or anything but, wouldn't that hurt? Being with the person you love and said person already has kids with another man? I understand and I don't...I just don't know anything anymore.
I made a mule, its a girl this time. I wanted to try to make her look like Haku, since I'm not doing a very good job on this account... See if you can find her being all ninja like around the threads, if you see her and tell me you get a hug...? =w=
Oh and I have pictures...But only a few people can see them...If you want to see PM me and I'll let you know if your one of the few who can see. >d
And one more thing, guys I know your reading. It tells me you are, so would you please at least say something...? You know it gets you gold...And it would just be nice you guys are reading them and thinking 'Oh my god Haku's so stupid!' -.-
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Mulioso has spoken!