damn....it seem fixing the pendant and the making of the new one will take pretty much the same amount of time.
I guess I cant do a thing besides wait. sweatdrop
oh well, at least Shade behaves. Im actually getting some symphaty for him. I know now how he has to feel....like a prisoner.
I suppose I could give him at least a few days to spend once a month, he would appriciate that for sure. Even though I am still trying to regain control every bloody minute of the day, he still controls my body.
The most annonying part is that each time he gets into a fight and gets cut by a knife, I feel the pain, and not Shade. Same counts for Neko's scratches she gave Shade....
It seems that body and soul remain connected, and even though Shade can surpress my soul....he cannot tear the link. For if he would do that, my body would die, and my soul will probably end either up in heaven or hell.
The new pendant is done! finally!
......how could I put this? Ive lost my memories.....I dont know how, but discussing it with Shade, it might be the new pendant.....it just might be.
However, even after putting it off, my memories didnt come back. By reading parts of my journal I did learn some things here and there. but not enough sweatdrop
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Either way, only few memories have returned, and not out of themselves, but after Shade managed to describe them thoroughly. it appeared some returned.