Well, well forbidden love. I have had a forbidden love, well more like a crush and it has caused me nothing but pain. I have had this crush for a very long time in fact for about 5 years or so. I hate the fact that I know that nothing will come from it but I keep it up. Nothing will come of it because my love is not returned and I know that for a fact. It just hurts me to know it though. My parents aren't very happy with me either because I recently talked to my crush and it was not a good talk. It was the lets be friends talk. I was hurt so much because in truth this is the first person I ever really felt was worth my time. I just sit around my house, saying nothing just thinking. Last night I walked for two hours straight after the talk. That doesn't sound that bab but it was pouring rain and I couldn't bring my self to go home becaues I knew as soon as I did I would bawl my ******** eyes out and wake my mom and dad. I wish the pain would just stop does anyone else have these feelings. I have no one to really talk to, well there is my friend steph but I have told her everything. Jenny if you actually read this I will think about telling you because it is still a touchy subject. I almost couldn't go through with telling steph. I can't believe that I told her OMG. I worry way too much. I should just chill the ******** out and have a damn beer if I had any. evil
 Demonic_Wizard89 · Mon Jul 02, 2007 @ 05:45am · 2 Comments |
