So about last entry, I pretty much have to go to court and plead to get it settled. It's not fair and no fun, oh well heres hoping nothing bad happens to me. Currently, I'm in a rather poor mood. I was alerted of what my friends, and family thought of me last night. I can't get what was said out of my mind, and it's tearing me apart. I'm looking at my family walking around the house and I can't even think of one of them the same anymore.
I just got back from the river, I like to go to this sand cliff to think when I'm upset. Well, I pushed over a dead tree if that tells you anything. The darn roots nearly took me over the edge with it. It's just a 30 foot drop to the river no big deal. Frankly, in my mood I wouldn't of cared.
Heh, yeah I know I'm to "emo" in the entry. But if I don't vent someway, I'll just say things I shouldn't say. This whole thing has pretty much ruined my life, my reputation is gone. I should be in college with a job hundreds of miles away.
And not a sit at home loser.
Heh, I start full time community service this upcoming week. I just have this to say, once I'm finally out of here.
I'm not looking back.
~DJ Bothwell
 XDvandalDJ · Sat Apr 23, 2005 @ 09:15pm · 3 Comments |
