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Im heart broken. im sad. im crushed. Something that was a joke was tooken so seriously and ended up being over. He really thought i was but, when it came time for confession part, i didnt deny it. But the truth is, i wasnt paying attention. darn degrassi just had to be so good! I never gotten a chance to say how i feel. I probaly will never get the chance. The worst part is, he doesnt even know that i love him a lot, that i cant live without him. Also, that he is the best thing that ever happened to me. He was my soulmate and i dont think that he will never realize that. So, with help from my best friend, she comforted me with her kind and caring words, and helped me stop crying and told me what to do. And help from my cousin, she told me to tell him the truth. But i can never do that if he doesnt want to talk to me... i guess thats just how life is. Unfair. If he reads this, then he will know the truth. But i didnt tell him. He just read it. Its not the same