ok tell me if THIS isn't mind boggling!! i have 4 guys that like me -_- two have told me they love me, one is my ex and i don't know if i will ever like him again, and another is also my ex but we are starting to like one another agian. WELL lets just make up names again shall we!? Chase, my evil ex. Cal, my other, much nicer, ex. Cameo, one of the guys that "loves" me. Manny, the other that "loves" me.
ok here is some background info on each guy.
Chase, went out with me for two great months then dumped me cause "school and work will take up too much time and stress him out too much and he doesn't want to hurt me" yet some other friends have seen another girl hanging around his house. nice right!? and he stalks me. -_- TRU PHONE CONVO!: "Chase: so you went to the fair wearing the bracelet i gave to you huh?" "me: uhh yeah how did you know" "Chase: i got people looking out for you making sure your ok." "me:um thats called stalking, so stop." "Chase: no i'm just looking out for you" END CONVO yeah he is crazy, yet i still love him -_- love sucks.
Cal, He lives far away but he is sooooo sweet and can make me laugh no matter how down i am. i don't remember going out with him but everyone else does so it must have happend. he is a great guy, not to mention cute! apperently we went out for a week or so -_- lame. but he is so cool he calls me up when he can and we talk till we have nothing else to say, then we start yelling random s**t! lol. he is so funny.
Cameo, he is really sweet but i love him more like a bro then anything else. i feel bad because i know he feels very strongly for me. he is always calling me beautiful and sweet and perfect when i'm really not anything like that. he hasn't really known me that long but i know he really feels for me. he is there for me when i need him and i feel bad for not feeling the same way. the last thing i want to do is hurt these people. i mostly don't want to hurt Cameo. for he is so fragile.
Manny, three words...OH MY GOD. he is cute and funny, slightly perverted but i kinda like that >.> NO I'M NOT A WHORE. he is crazy! he has been through alot and it made it hard for him to feel, so when he says "i love you" you know he means it with all his heart and more. he is so amazing he will call me up if he thinks one thing is out of place just to be sure i'm ok. i love him too. but no1 else wants me to go out with him....i'm scared of losing my friends for love....
so yeah i'm kinda in a pickle. i can't help not being able to chose...ok well Chase is a d**k but w/e most exes are lol. but still i can't chose from the three good guys...
one word....HELP!!!
lil miss Chi · Thu Jul 12, 2007 @ 03:38pm · 0 Comments |