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Can i ever tell you the truth
Of what i think of you
Do you think you will understand
You must at least try

CODY
i think i love you

I cant hid the words any longer. I know it to be true in my heart, i love you. Its been a long time ive known you and all of it i have loved. Cody i love you.

The face who skin is so ever smoth
The bod which curves in all the right places
The arms the grip my waist so tight
That is the boy i wish i could have

Whos eyes are just the right shade
Whos hair is smoth and dark as the sky
Whos light hides my darkness
When i meet that boy, i will love him

His chest so sleek and so strong
His heart so clean and so pure
His Life all i want to know
He is the boy i love

cody is that boy

my fear,

In another place, and another soul. The blood in his bod starts to boil. The words of is lips start to slure as he watches from a far. Another comes up to the well, taking what they need to live. He satres at the man in awe. Dose he see me? Dose he know im here. It was aparent that he was alone, even though another was just a few mear steps away. Looking back at the man drawing water, he sees the figure from his dreams. It is the one he has seen many time before, but why is it him now. He only wanted to see his face closer, so he could see his lovers eyes. The stones so cold, clearly longing for warmth that he had. Taking a few steps forward he is noticed. The drinking man sotp him, gets up, and runs. He too dreampt of the other man, but the dreams were not as pleasant. In his dreams the man riped his heart out, and made his entire body feel of warmth. It was not as pleasent as it was for the staring man. The man watches his lover leav in this quick hast. Broken and bleeding, he gets his things and leavs as well. He thinks of all the others that ran away so swiftly for the same reason. I must be so unwanted, so hated, so alone. All I know to be true, is that i am trully alone, and always will be.