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I've been in your situation, believe me, I've been so suicidal, that once I was ready to jump out of Erika's balcony on the 5th floor.
I mean, ********, once I was almost did it with a knife, before my Mom came home and screwed up my plans of course. :C (and I can tell you lots of stories, when I cried, when I almost did it, when I cut myself etc etc..)
I know how it feels. It cuts deep inside.
And it cuts when I read this. This made me understand how it felt for my friends. I just understood that my friends really cared.
And you should too. You have friends to turn to, and they'll last for a lifetime. Go to them. Ask for advice, ask for comfortness.
Talk to them.
Whatever you do, think about this.
Before, I was really depressed about almost everything. If something tiny happend, I'd be even more depressed. I got depressed over every ******** thing, from tiny to huge.
Then I start talking to Sky. (yes, Sky :O) He was there for me. I shared my secrets to him like I never did to anyone else. I told him how I felt. How it did cut deep inside.
Erika & Tony were friends too. Well, I didn't tell them secrets and stuff, but when I tried to "suicide myself", they stopped me. There were also there for me. Anna too. And Andreas. They were my friends, and they didn't want me to disappear.
And then, quite awhile later in time, I started to come up on my own feet. I eventually became happy and hyper, as I was before everything started to fall apart. I managed to sort out my emotions somehow. I managed to want to live.
You have friends. Turn to them. Let them help you Fuller.
I'll be there, if you want me too. (: You can talk to me whenever you feel for it.
Think about it.
Okay, I'll stop here. I just typed a hell of alot. o__o;; But it was worth it. :3
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