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Well, today ifeel good I wanted to be at work today...I think I was feeling bad because my good friend at work quit and to you the truth she was only friend. Which made me feel really insecure and all but i got over it. First of all the feelings started at home its just to much stress for me. My whole paycheck this time was just for groceries and bills. So I have no money to pay for school so I can't go to school this fall I totally I hate it...I'm totally stressing over it but i need to get over it because it's not just effecting me but my family and my friends too. So I need to stop. Well, anyways I've been thinking way too much latelythat it made my boss which is good friend to me feel like i'm ignoring her but i think what she's thinking about is kinda her fault in which i didn't tell her because i don't want her mad at me. But her vibes so far are rubbing against me and I feel it so bad that I'm feeling it really bad. Well, anyways...today at work i had to take a test to see if i am liable enough to be trusted with the keys that open and close the registers...i hate tests it took me awhile cuz i always second guess myself but i did past with a breeze. But on one question i had ready but i doubted myself so i cross my first answer out and i put my second answer but then my boss told me that i had it right the first time...totally sucks. whee