Gerrr...everythings so frustrating right now. Everyone except for my eldest sister is moved back inand all I ever hear now is "Hey, can you do my a favor?" or "Hey will you help me with something?" Why even call it that when I never get anything back for it? The really frustrating part is I always have to pay them back for everything. Meh, they make me want to cut myself sometimes.
I can't get on the internet for very long because someone might call or they have to get on.
I can't have a decent conversation with my boyfriend because his friends always want him to hang out with them, and I love him and his friends, so what am I to do?
But the thing is, I love him. His friends get to hang out with him every day of every week. I only got one week of him to myself. I only get a couple of hours on the phone with him at night because during the day I'm either working or someone might call.
I don't know what to do. I love him, and he wants to talk to me just as much as I want to talk to him. Do I have to wait in line behind his friends? If I do, then I will, but not before I talk to them. I do love him, and thats why I won't wait in line behind his friends just to get half a decent conversation with him when they already have all day. I love him, I want him, I need him. I do. I really, truely do.
But what the ******** hell can I do about it?
I am sorry for cussing so much in some of my journal entries, by the way. But, then again, if you don't like it, then you shouldn't really be reading this to begin with, so ******** off.
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Meep. A word which here means meep. Why, were you looking for some deeper meaning there?
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