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Just Felt Like Doing This
I am for some reason all of a sudden to just write a lot for this paticular journal entry. I have no idea why. As a matter of fact, this could end up being all I actually write about. Because I don't really have anything else to do. Well, I do but their are variables out of my control at the moment that I must wait for to come into play before I can accomplish said things to do. I am listening to Famous by Puddle of Mudd. I love his voice. And Chris Cornells' voice. His voice is awesome. I really am not sure how to feel right now. I think I should feel tired, but I'm not. I think I should feel bored, but I can't. So my feeling is bascially just blah at the moment. I need to change the song. Now I am listening to I Write Sins Not Tragedies by Panic! at the Disco. Next song, who knows? Not me. My back is starting to feel awkward, meaning pain, because of the position I am sitting in. I shine in, haven't you people ever heard of closing the goddamn door? Those lyrics belong to that song and it's singer/creater etc. So how is everyone doing this day that is a Sunday where I am and it is also 4:31PM. I am getting a feeling of happy because I just washed my hair and it smells great. Woo. See, even as I am typing this and replaying the words in my head, there isn't emphasis. There should be...but there really isn't. I remember in third grade getting taught about the "there/their/they're"'s of school. Too bad I missed out on puncuation and grammar eh? Need to change the song again.Now it is Everything I'm Not by The Veronicas. I haven't really heard their other songs. I love the band Skillet. I have officially concluded I am addicted to their song Kill Me, Heal Me. I just....absolutely adore that song. I miss some teachers...but the people in my school I could most definately do without. I could do it. Measuring, precise...self control....I could do it. Hell I have....at least, a month. I can do it....I have to...for myself. But then here comes my favorite line...I'll start tomorrow. No, I will start now. I can do it. I am doing it right now. See, self control. I just need distractions. I need a way that is sure to distract me. I need to put my socks and shoes on. And then I will probably have to change songs. Now the song is Closer by Nine Inch Nails. Pretty dirty song, it is. I want to go read for five minutes. Not this either. I want to read fanfiction. Later. Oh yeah, attach signature.
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