I hide my sadness with happiness. All those tears are bottled up and are waiting to come out, but I don't want anyone to see me cry. Sometimes I cry at night silently when I am the only one awake.My color is blue. I'm the sad color. The sadness is a reflection of a situation.Sadness also accompanies the color grey. Sadness also causes some people to be emo or they may say blue reflects their pesonality. Whether this color represents me on the outside or the inside covered by a mask of happiness.
i completely understand, my color is also blue, which i suppose has caused me to be emo since i am. i hid my sadness for 11 years until 3 weeks ago when my friend convinced me to talk about myself to her and now i dont feel so sad. sure, i still feel sad sometimes, but its not as often and its not nearly as bad. if you want i could ask her if she would talk to you, but i must warn you, i felt 5 times worse while i was talking to her than before i started. afterwards though, i felt so much better, i could even tell some of my other friends about what was going on in my life though i still cant face my family about it. so just pm me if you want to talk to her, shes a good listener and a good helper. but if youve ever thought about suicide, maybe you should think twice before you talk to her. it might make you think about it even more. but you might react differently than i did, so i cant say for sure that it will work for you, or work better or it might just make you worse, i dont know. just remember everything ive said and i hope you make the right choice for you. heart
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mangetsu747 · Community Member · Sat Jul 28, 2007 @ 07:33am