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Mmmm I want a smoke so damn bad that I can nearly taste it when ever I go walking around the core area where people randomly smoke. It's funny how I say that I've kicked the habit hardcorly, going cold turkey in one day and just stoping all togeather, but It sooo isn't that easy.
PLUS, being of age that I can go get my own packs is kinda pushing at me, as if there's this new vocie in my skull that's making me feel like I'm missing out.
Missing out on the burn in my lungs, the nearly endless coughing and needingto take a piss when ever I'm too far away form a toilet.
Yahh I miss it, becasue it's an addiction, somethign that I've found I'm very open too. Getting addicted to something.

I just had to kick down a door...that was liberating...

and I have to wonder: why can't I get addicted to exercise, or like eating good or like... cleaning up around the house or something like that. It's kinda weird how vices get yah and vurtues leave you alone.

On another note, I just finished- Sin City #4: That Yellow b*****d. ^^ It was good mrgreen . The movie did it well, the story was just as interesting as all the rest. I love the character's to death and it even had heart Kevin heart !!
Course, there are only a million other's that love the silent cannible so yah O.o.

Hmmm, what else... what else.... Oh! I was comented on how good I danced at this social thing. Me and the person I'm standing with (since I'm a groomsmen) seemed to be the only ones that kept danceing the whole way through, same with the Bride and groom. Pretty crazy stuff it was.
THEN late in to the hot hot night, which was SOO bloody terrible, I kept getting pulled up to dance, and supposedly did alright there as well. SO yah ^^.
It's times like this I should have asked Amanda ( this hardcore dancer girl who like, has NO time ever) what kind of dance classes would be good to take... but yah know, I don't have the real drive for litlte clubs and stuff so it was prolly a good idea just to stay away from all that stuff 3nodding .

So yah... I'll be sure to let you read the Graphic novels after I'm done.. Gawd Journal. Though there's a suprisingly alot amount of Bewbs and butts and even some winkies rofl dramallama . Meh, you'll enjoy it anyway blaugh .
Byes byes!!!