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many times I'd wonder,

wonder what you'd say,

when I said I miss you,

so many times,

I miss you,

its so hard to believe,

you're gone,

so much easier to believe,

you're still here,

now,

I stand by your grave,

weep,

for not being there,

for being gone,

for not calling,

I miss our christmas',

our games we played,

together with family,

and no matter what,

you'd allways win,

and now as my tears fall,

so do you,

into the hallow ground,

they lay you,

and I think,

finaly,

this stubborn old lady,

finally gave up,

after fighting for so long,

no matter how hard I try,

it's so hard,

to hold back tears,

that never stop,

if I could turn back time,

I'd bring your memmories back,

I'd bring you back,

but Father Time,

has no sypathy,

to bring you back,

I'd fight an army,

demons,

and fires,

and for them,

I'd have no sympathy,

to bring you back,

I'd do anything,

for you,

I'd walk the world over,

because thats what families do.





.....


for grandma colborn

--- died july 15 2007.
I recently attended her graveside service july 25.
I think the saddest thing was watching them lower her casket, it reminded me of the last time I saw her, 3 years ago at christmas time. At that time, I had no idea that was the last time I was ever going to see her again. and I saw her waving goodbye, just like the last time I saw her.when everybody started to leave for some reason I didn't want to leave. and as I walked away I started crying.