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School's GRATING on my nerves. I don't understand why I take half the subjects I signed up for, or am required to take. I mean... okay, I'm naturally an artist. Well, I wasn't <i>born</i> one, but a majority of my time is spent doing... artistic things. Writing. Drawing. Playing the violin. Studying linguistics. Yet half of the subjects I take have nothing to do with art or what I really want to get into when I graduate (genetics). I spend the mass majority of my time doing physics, learning Advanced Algebra/Trig/Calculus, and memorizing various facts about the US's history. It's cool stuff, I'll admit, but when I'm going to become a surgeon (if I, for some reason, decide to get into doctoring instead of assuming a more research-based career) and I'm in the middle of an operation, will permutations and logarithms and functions and the President's from the 1930's really help me succeed? Pfff.
On a side note, I've been accepted into the ED:E guild. Blah, what a stupid move. First Apocalyptica, then this. I should have just stayed in GIFTED and gone from there... they didn't place so much emphasis on reporting... they were focused on being more the "meat" of the ED than anything else. Generating really good topics and the like. But what can I do? I've already given up on Apocolyptica, and GIFTED kind of died (but I still prefer that guild over the other two because I received a request to join from them, whereas I had to apply to the other two. And getting into Apocalyptica was more or less an accident, and Darkstar has never even awknowedged my presence, so screw that.) I may sport a chance in ED:E, though they seem to be rather elitist. One thing that gave me that impression was the fact that the only way you could get into the guild was to apply yourself. I mean, I'm not all for major recruiting, but being so introverted doesn't look real good. But yeah, whatever. I'm a Gaian, nobody expects anything of me other than to follow the ToS and not piss people off (If I can help it).
So. I'm gonna see if I can submit my resignation to ED:E one of these days. It's not that I can't take the responsibility, but so many others are already a part of it, and for God's sake people, IT'S JUST AN ONLINE FORUM. Nothing from Gaia will follow me if I just decide to quit now and never even THINK about the ED again. Yeah. But whatever. That doesn't mean I'm going to spam or anything, or even act any differently, I just want to make that clear. To myself, mostly.
Blah.
Zeldana · Mon Oct 18, 2004 @ 09:17pm · 0 Comments |
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