Well not really. I confess to nothing wink
Mood: I dont give a s**t about anything. Huzzah for selfishness!
Music: Let me Go- 3 Doors Down
AP Test is over for me, THANK GOD. I know I bombed it, in the bad way but I've drowned myself in enough Everquest to block out any particular feelings toward it But now finals are coming up and the only way I could possibly concieve to block it out are horse traquilizers or to be beaten into a vegatative state. 1/4 of my grade getting flushed down the tubes prematurely. I really dislike school. Dont get me started about college... I think I've given up on that by now.
In other news, I've been trying to work out more often, this is only a recent development. I want to lose 30 lbs. Trust me, it may sounds like a lot but I've had it up to here with pulling my shirts across my enormous girth. I truely wish i could swipe all that stuff off of me with a butter knife, it feels so gooey that it just might. Anyway, I should really start a diet now, since exercise alone wont help me drop all that. Example: My family and I went to Coldstone ice cream today and I had the biggest whopping styrofoam bowl of banana/mint chocolate chip ice cream I'd ever eaten. That alone will add about 40 pounds to my fat a**.
All in all everything is normal, I still hate myself (per usual, I've gotten used to flipping myself off when I flip myself off in the morning) and my mother continually rags on me about not doing anything. She is a hpyocrite because while she says this she claims that she has no one to do things with. Mom, if Dad finds this site and you ever read it, get a ******** job. Well folks, its 10:37 and I've been on 7 minutes longer then I should have been online. If you see what appears to be a mushroom cloud, do not be alarmed, it is coming from my home and is safely contained.
-NaHeil.
 NaHeil · Mon May 09, 2005 @ 03:37am · 1 Comments |
